*my secrets-

2005-07-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

wow.. it's been so long since i entered my own blog.. haha dunno wad i have doing lately.. not like i have so many things to do..i have totally nth to write.. hahaha oh no.. i'm so lame.. isnt my new blogskin jus so cute?? haha i forgot when i changed. heh.... lousy memory i have.. not good for school...i think i changed it long ago.. haha anw ystd was my sister's bday and my family ate at breeks!! haha so nice.... funny restaurant.. dun accept nets.. hahaa then my sister cannot pay for it... in the end have to use my mother's card. hahaa.. lame.... i have nth to say.... nth
nth

lalala... wad a long entry.... hahahaha

2005-06-16T20:01:00.000+08:00

girls handbook to guys.
--must read! haha well...try to read.. i know it's very long. haha but then it's really interesting! (: anw, got this from friendster.. decided to put here. haha cos found it quite true, or so my brother says. haha.. happy reading!! dun spoil ur eyes though. hehe

Message:
1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls.They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you,it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?"are the first usual questions a guy asks on thephone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but beforethey go to sleep,they always think about the girl they truly careabout.
7. When a guy really likes you,he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl'sattention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Letthem.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but theycan't.And they sure have one habit to gain courage andspirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me.He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's noturning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!uh..never mind!"would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usuallystammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" ormakes any excuseswhen you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually sayingthat he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really wantbefore he gets themessage clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!25.
Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a life time. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys? weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It 's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like eveni f they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems,he just needs someone to listen to him.You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linkingwith someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer duringcourtship,it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they brokeup especially when they've been together for 3years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before gettinginvolved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because ifhe's too-good-never-been-busted,never been in love and hurt, he won't be maturedand grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes,guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do.They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but haveweak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groupsbut become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he'ssweating.You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about thegirl.He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone,he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, saysomething.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight,but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder thanthey do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video gamesand basketball,the way a girl would do over her romance novelsand make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can seewith your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him.Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up onthe first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy withoutprejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls areespecially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange andhave unpredictable decisions but still love themmore.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grinat your jokes,he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoesare unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but oncethey get to know them,they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by hisown.He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girlswears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises,a guy usually keeps himself cool but is alreadythinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, itshows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazedof you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and heasks for a second chance,give it to him. But when you catch him again andhe asks for another chance,ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy bestfriend always glances at youand it obviously shows that he is jealous wheneveryou're with your boyfriend,all I can say is your boy best friend loves youmorethan your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read andtake as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or inpainwhen he cries infront of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask himfirst why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn'thear your voiceeven just for one night, hang up. He also tellsthatto another girl.He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun ofyou.
94. You can truly say that a guy has goodintentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likesyou.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships

2005-06-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

ahhh.... haven't blogged or updated for SO long!! hahaha... am i jus lazy? or nth interesting is happening in my life. hahahha. oh well.. guess i really dun like writting (i forgot how to spell writing.. is it 1 or 2 't's?!?) lalala... anw...hahah nth much happening in my life. hahaha..a few days of the holidays passed by.. lazy to count.. hmm...has it been 1 week? haha

oh.. and guitar camp's coming soon.. really lazy to go.. but i guess it would be fun. haha of cos.. i'm in the games com!! hahaha... me and my lame suggestion of games.. at least they're original.. haha.. ok i'm jus lengthening my entry by crapping. hahah dunno wad to write.. i'm still wondering how i'm gonna collect the guitar shirts myself.. wun they be heavy and bulky? haha i cant carry them myself.. maybe can extend the time they need to make the shirts till...erm.. some other time?? hahaha... and i have to go back to novena sq after my guitar camp!! which ends at arnd 5.45?? urgh... well.. i have to return the sample shirts on that day cos i'm lazy to go out on the next day...and i told that guy that i'll return this week. ): haha..

ok enough of me crapping.. ahahaha i updated!! yay. hahahaha

2005-05-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

wahhh so long havent blog. hahaha been so lazy. or rather studying.. hehe.. yeah right. anw, today a lot of interesting things happened. haha very funny oso. firstly after assembly i had to chase after sth.. hahaha then after sch weird things happened. hahha xinwei dropped a coin into the whole container of soup at the food court stall. hahaha and in kfc i cant stop laughing cos this kid was like scratching his butt.. ahahaha.. and when xinwei ordered food she said sth funny. hahaha now my cough become worse cos laugh too much. hahaha.. eating hershey sundae pie now..... (: hahah nice

2005-05-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you

You know I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But, baby, can't you see
There's nothing else for me to do?
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying, "Fool, forget him."
My heart is saying, "Don't let go.
Hold on till the end."
And that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

--part of a song by Olivia Newton John, hopelessly devoted to you

2005-05-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

today rained SO heavily. hahaha so hard to walk out of school so i decided to wait until the rain became less heavy. haha.. then went to northpoint after that to buy b'day presents!! hahha i forgot to bring money though. then got no choice la. hahha have to go and buy. cos her b'day really coming. haha..but i think it's quite nice lah, the present.

oh.. today when i was walking to parade square for assembly i saw ruifeng with his shorter hair!! hahahha at last he cut his hair! hahha looks wayy nicer now compared to all his previously lousy styled hair. haha i from far can see him alr when joyce was still looking arnd.. my eyes damn sharp!! hehe but only to certain ppl i guess. hahaha.. cos sometimes i can be very blur and blind. haha

anw, now i'm quite confused. hahah not surprising right? cos i'm everytime confused over things, everything. some things have been happening lately. like all of a sudden.. time passes by so fast..everything passes by so fast. i dunno wad to do. i guess i cant do anything and i dun think i will do anything. jus leave it as it is la. ok nvm. shall stop talking abt this. haha cos i cant express myself well.

so bored now. got like dunno how many assignments. dun feel like doing any.. so..i'm just slacking arnd now..thinking abt current issues happening in my life. haha my MY current affairs.. not the world's.

hahaha later will have to read newspaper to look for advertisement for LA project thing due monday. so stupid. LA is like a waste of time. it's not like they teach us how to write good essays or anything. it's just dunno wad.. er..ok. shall stop complaining. hahaha

2005-05-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong--

i'm currently still wondering and trying to digest the information i jus got after sch jus now. it's a mystery!! urghh.. nvm.. i shall ask that person for help.. desperate measures.. seriously dunno how and why they have such good connections or wdv lah! like spies or sth... or maybe on my part i was too obvious. oh well.. still thinking abt foolproof plan and the other thing. (:

[[ i did my best, but i guess my best wasn't good enough ]]

[[ i gave my all, but i think my all may have been too much ]]

2005-05-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

nice car!!! dodge viper. ahahha

2005-04-29T16:32:00.000+08:00

gave it away, i gave it all away, to you, only you..
hmm.. i have been asking myself this same question for quite some time. like abt 1 or 2 years?? why do i go to school for? ok maybe rephrase the question. wad makes me want to go to sch? i know the answer.. but i still question myself. maybe cos i'm not satisfied with the answer that i have. everyday, i go to school with the hope of seeing him. is that all i do? is that all i think abt?.. not to say that i'm distracted from my studies. i dun think i am. haha still coping well considering more than half of my brain is filled up with thoughts that are not supposed to be there. but these thoughts are jus irritating. i'm getting irritated by myself. imagine that!! so irritating.. urghh..
why do i always have to be tangled up in such things. maybe jus cos i like to get into trouble. nth better to do. haha ok that was quite lame. feeling quite weird nowadays. dunno wad to say abt wad i'm feeling. i dun even know if what i'm feeling is irrational or wadever. i dun care.. or maybe i should apply "justified true belief" to know more about my situation now! hahaha.maybe i'm just a little unstable. not that i'm down or anything.. just a little unstable at times. apparently i don't have enough words to express myself. lousy. it's no wonder why i can't write my essays properly. haha i'm sidetracking from the original topic. oh well.. just proves that i'm going crazy... (:
oh and we're stuck in the same cca. is that good or bad?? i dunno. and the j2s are stepping down very soon. wad shld i do?? i wish to see your face... but i don't want to..
[[ should not have allowed my heart to leave with you ]]-- if u love me, let me know.. if u don't then let me go --

2005-04-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

GUITAR GOT GOLD!!!!!!!!

hahaha.. yea.. we got gold! haha after like dunno how long of silvers i think. haha... SO FUN! hahaha.. jus being there. dun even have to take part it's like so cool.... haha except for the spastic guitar guys. haha.. wad la.. mx said "zoom in.. zoom in.." when i was helping guitar 1 take photo. haha.. lousy. zoom in to which one?? haha got too many alr. lalala.. ok jus kidding. haha i know which on to zoom in at. or can jus take all 3. haha one extra in the middle of picture. haha i cant express how much fun it was jus now!! seriously. haha i bet after college day all of us will be damn close. haha..

all the guitar ppl looked so nice jus now! haha with all the makeup. but not the guys la. haha.. looked so nice! ok nvm.. SYF rocks. yeahh.. GOOD WORK PPL!! haha. well done.

2005-04-24T10:51:00.000+08:00

haha. this is a song by britney. i didnt write this. but i find the meaning there. well, it sorts of relates to me. haha although i dun have diaries unless u call the blog one. yeahh..

Dear diary, today I saw a boy, and I wondered if he noticed me. he took my breath away

Dear diary, I can't get him off my mind and it scares me cause I've never felt this way
No one in this world knows me better than you do. So diary, I'll confide in you

Dear diary, today I saw a boy. As he walked by I thought he smiled at me. And I wondered, does he know what's in my heart.. I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe. Should I tell him how I feel or would that scare him away
Diary, tell me what to do, please tell me what to say

Dear diary, one touch of his hand
Now I can't wait to see that boy again
He smiled and I thought my heart could fly

Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends

2005-04-22T19:52:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. so long i haven't updated my blog. abandoned it for quite some time. hah not that i'm busy or anything. haha jus lazy.. yes...plain lazy. and also rather "occupied" la. haha.

oh well...so many interesting things (not exactly all are nice) happened. haha some funny, some jus weird. haha. too much to cover all now. i cant really remember all of them so clearly. haha. hmm.. nth to say. i'm still thinking of how to put a conclusion for the physics assignment. hahah. cant think of how to end it.

anw, jus now walked arnd in popular bkshop for a while and saw this really really cute guitar! hahaha. it's quite cheap considering the sound it makes is quite nice la. haha.. like $15 i think. hahhaa. then later saw this nice chess set. it was SO nice. i feel like buying. hahhaa. and those things remind me of this particular person. hahahha. shall keep quiet now. haha and do my WORK. (:

2005-04-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

hahaha. today was a cool day.. maybe cos there was guitar practice. hahaha. the first thing weijun said when we entered the LT was that "eh guess who i saw first?" and it was so obvious. like she said it damn loud. haha then ruifeng was embarrassed(according to xinwei). haha i didnt see him cos based on my eyes the first person i saw was kean kwoh!! hahaha.. oh well.. my eyes werent really tuned. haha lame. ok.. was quite sleepy in guitar jus now. haha but some things were rather interesting..like during the start of the practice the guitar 1 guys were like using the microphones and saying "kean kwoh, pls come down" and they kept repeating it. obviously, they had nth better to do and was jus crapping and laming arnd since their guitar skills need not be POLISHED anymore. hahaha.. and when we were doing sectionals, suddenly ruifeng came and told our SL to play in a certain way. haha like "dun rest ur elbow on the guitar. blah blah blah" haha. he was like acting so pro jus now.. urghhh.. and everything oso he have. every single thing or instrument pertaining to guitar. haha like oh wow.. everything you have ah. hahaha. after guitar was quite funny. xw's junior asked me wad i had to do with MX(her SL).. hahaha lame. like how to answer? cos there's nth. hahaha maybe wanna ask, ask abt rf la. haha mx for wad.. haha but then again, she wun know who is ruifeng. hahaha. oh well. blog too long alr. lazy. hahaha byee

2005-04-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

so tired.. haha jus feel like sleeping but i wun sleep. still havent complete my maths assignment. ahh.. i think i shall do my maths assignment at night..so dunno whether i'll be online later at night.. haha jus now in sch was quite funny. maths class was lame and in a way funny. hahah but i think that he was being too sarcastic.. hmm didnt affect me so i wun really bother.

haha went to eat at northpoint jus now then did this stupid "quiz" or sth.. hahah and amazingly, nic was in every one i chose.. hahaha. at least he made it to the first round of selection for EVERYTHING. hahaha. so weird.. like psychic or sth that made me choose that certain number. maybe it's jus a coincidence cos i seriously dun have some supernatural powers. haha

nth to do now.. apart from those 2 homeworks i have.. i think it's 2.. nvm. hahaha dun bother.

[keeping a memory of you][[ i still haven't found someone as special as you ]] -let me be the one-

2005-04-10T12:18:00.000+08:00

new blogskin.. haha. but then on some window it will look weird. like firefox and netscape.. but nvm la. i dun bother to change.. or at least for now.. nth to do now. hahah waiting for lunchtime! hehe.. finished my small gods bk at last.. but i dun think i'll pass the quiz. haha.. cos i'm so useless when it comes to literature..

tmr got PE.. most likely will have 2.4km run.. ahhh.. cannot pass. hahahaha. i'm SO lame.. helpp.. oh well, who cares abt napfa test? hahaha worse i wun get gold la. hahahha.. sad.. ): then all the other stations might as well jus do lamely.. if not waste all my effort. haha..

bahh now really bored.. how come no one online.. hahahah.. lalala.

[[so torn between the things that i should do]]

2005-04-07T16:36:00.000+08:00

hahah today was very lame.. but not as bad as ystd. sch was as usual. haha lessons were quite ok.. then when me and xinwei were on our way home, we played this SUPER DAMN LAME game. hahaha but it was very fun and interesting even though it was pure CRAP. hahaha

then in long john's we did another sort of quiz.. hahahaha and that was equally lame, if not worse. hahaha. maybe cos i came up with it. some of the results weent exactly right...but well..that's the thing abt these lame things. cos they're not accurate! hahaha.. have to do GS essay alr. hahaha. or maybe later at night. hahah later got OC!! yay..

2005-04-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

well, today was quite an interesting day! hahaha. firstly, the guitar 1 guys were ALL present.. hahah. and i thought sanjay and ruifeng won't be coming for practice again. hahha.. the non-syf ppl were released earlier so i went out of sch and suddenly me and xinwei had the urge to go back to LT3 to join the guitar ppl again. hahaha. so sad MX didnt come for practice. haha wonder wad he was doing. saw him before practice but he didnt come. hah. so sad for xinwei..

at the busstop , i was expecting nicoll to come by. haha cos he always end arn 6 on wednesdays. haha (i'm not a stalker. jus being observant) anw, he very funny. hahaha the route he took to walk past us and go to the other side of the busstop. hahaha. lousy guy. then came 852. hahah so i was waling to the bus and it so happens that i had no choice but to stand behind nicoll when tapping the ez-link card. i heard sth like nicoll telling his friend to stand behind him to seperate the 2 of us. hmphh.. so lousyyy.. haha. so i stood and xinwei sat down. i got this nice clear view. maybe too clear cos nicoll was glancing "arnd" my area.. felt quite intimidated. cannot really look. haha. after some time, we sit down cos got space alr. haha then comes the stupid, funny, lame part. dunno wad u call it. it's like xinwei's phone the camera so obvious. haha then i was trying to take nicoll's photo.. when i was taking his fren said nth. then when xinwei was attempting to take his phot, his fren was like "eh camera. camera".. xinwei was like oh shit.. hahaha. oops..

so later we alighted like nth happened. hahha xinwei got to run away cos she's not taking the buses at nicoll's area there. well, i was. hahha. then from far i saw my bus so wanted to run and chase it but nicoll was standing right in front of me.. like how was i supposed to run to the bus?!? hahah but at last managed to pass him. then at 800....guess who was standing beside me.. hahah it was nicoll's that fren who said the camera thing.. like oh no.... stand beside him. then we look at each other and i was like "heheh..oh no.". hahhaa lame.. well... then he stopped at the blk 242 there. hahha so that was the end. haha

2005-04-02T14:13:00.000+08:00

ok.. actually this one frm frienster but nvm la post it here. hahaha. nth better to do anw.. hahaha
For girls :

What kind of guy do U like?

1. Confident or shy?
confident

2. Cute or Cool?
i know someone with both. heh. (:

3. Chinito or big eyes?
anything that suits the guy. no preference

4. Friendly or picky?
friendly (:

5. Fashionable or casual?
looks fashionable but at the same time casual.
hahah

6. Interesting or funny?
both!

7. Mysterious or out-in-the-open?
erm. more of out-in-the-open. but not too open.

8. Intelligent or witty?
huh i dun see the diff. haha intelligent wud be nice.

9. Conversationalist or more than words?
see the situation

10.Rich or middle class?
which part of middle class is middle?haha

11.Romantic or buddy type?
see the situation. (: must know wad i want.

12.Intellectual or sporty?
both? haha

13.Cuddly or has to be a good kisser?
cuddly can la.

14.nice teeth or nice eyes?
anything that suits the guy. no preference

15.Understanding or patient?
understanding.. and patient.. hahahaha

16.Musician or athlete?
see wad type of instrument he plays.. but athlete
wud be nicee!

17.Smoker or non-smoker?
non-smoker

18.Drinker or non-drinker?
non-drinker

19.Traditional or go-with-the-flow?
in between. more of go with the flow.

20.Adventure seeker or laid back?
must be able to follow my mood. hehe

22.Long or short hair?
short is wayy nicer.

23. tall or high?
tall and high??? erm.. wad is this. haha. high
jumper? hehe. ok jus kidding. erm anything la but
not too tall.

24.Wear glasses or contact lens?
anything that suits the guy. no preference

25.Good listener or good teller?
see situation.

26. Is there a guy like your type?
hahaha yupp of cos.. (;

2005-04-02T09:30:00.000+08:00

lalala.. lazy to blog these few days. hmm. ystd saw nicoll while gg home. haha (: so worth it waiting for xinwei. hahaha..

nice song below. haha..

Hoobastank
Disappear--

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

[[Can you make them disappear? ]]
[[Make them disappear]]

2005-03-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

hahha this stupid thing. took from xinwei's blog but like everyone so... hahah i shall jus do it cos i'm bored!! hahha i know some are quite lame cos i lazy to think la. hahaahha..

10 really random stuff about me
01. lazy...
02. slacker
03. can't stand long crawlly things!! hahah
04. dun like insects that fly oso. hahaha
05. deaf like xinwei. haha
06. like to waste time on msn
07. ppl call me bimbo.. ): hhaha
08. hahah cant think of anything now
09. lalalla lazy to think
10. i like guys with something to do with catholic. like...catholic high, mariss stella.. etc... ahahha

9 ways to win my heart
01. be a GENTLEMAN. hahaha
02. smart guys. not too smart though. haha
03. treat me nicely (:
04. treat me out.. hahahaha
05. genuine
06. dun be younger than me. hahaha
07. there for me
08. understands me.
09. cute.. (: looks must have.. hahha

8 things i carry/wear everyday
01. MYSELF!! haha
02. my handphone!!
03. wallet
04. bag
05. clothes
06. clothes
07. clothes
08. hahhaa. erm.. wad else ah.. my specs.. haha i'm blind..

7 things that irritate me
01. irritaing ppl
02. ppl who NEVER gets ur msg or hints. hahaha
03. slow troublesome ppl
04. bad results.. although i wun do much abt it
05. hot weather
06. homework
07. dunno wad irritates me. see my mood. haha

6 places i'd visited/plan to visit
01. spain!!
02. NEVER NEVER LAND! hahaha not the mj one. the peter pan..
03. all
04. the
05. europe
06. countries. haha

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01. be successful!!
02. hahah have a rich husband ;)
03. enjoy
04. my
05. money!! hahaha. that is if i have. haha

4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
01. EARTHWORMS
02. WORMS!!
03. thinking abt how i might have freaked nicoll out.. ):
04. not getting to see cute guys!! ahh. hahaha ok jk..

3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
01. eat
02. SMILE
03. sleep

2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
01. chatting to so many ppl. ahhaha slowing down my progress
02. do my bio-org.. (:

1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW
01. ehhh.. i dunno. hahahaha NICOLL .. erm.. dunno la.

2005-03-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

school was so slack!! hahaha practically did nothing for maths and electrochem. haha then ended at 10.50.. after did the physics project.. like crazy liddat. hold the tape 3 storeys high. ahhaha then RF passed by. oh wells... hahhaa dun bother abt him. hahaha he most probably think i'm crazy alr so .... no difference. haha. went for STaR briefing. haha dunno whether i shld jus try and apply.. hmm.. then went out to eat.. and go home... haha this is so boring.. lalala. hahahha.. dunno wad more to say. haha... boredd now. haha.

-- I wish that we could play that game again...even though I'd always lose and you would win --

2005-03-26T12:44:00.000+08:00

lalala... boreddd.. very bored.. hahaha just finish my electrochem.. yay! at last.. (: hahahhaha.. but still have bioorg report. blahh. how many reports do we have to do... hahhaa.. doing nth now.. not blogging properly also. hahaha.. ----------- speechless.. ok this is lame.. haha i'll jus stop here then. hahaha later at night will do my bioorg.. (: if nth crops up. hahaha like watching tv or sth.. hahaha..

funny.

2005-03-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

today lessons were so slack!! hahaha oh no. talking abt school, i jus remembered that i have to type a malay letter!! aahhh.. hahhaa..then listen to history.. bahhh can sleep. well, almost slept . haha.. after that me and xinwei accompanied eunice to some ankle massaging thing. haha and after that we went to tire ourselves with "some" walking. lalala. so tired. oh yeah.. my sis changed back the blogskin. haha.....

anw, today while gg home, i encountered guys who try to be funny again. but now it's not from ITE. haha it's from A.I.SS. so stupid.. can't believe it. haha they said sth like "wah, nice sia." like quite a few times then i purposely didnt turn. hahaha. when i alighted, they waved to me when the bus moved. i was like, oh man...hahaha so lame.. anw, dun bother abt those guys. haha nth better to do. freaked me out. hahaha like how i freaked someone out. (:

hahaha tmr no sch. haha but i shld drown myself in all the homework. haha but then not gd. cos i cant swim properly then cannot swim back up. lalala ok lame. nvm.. haha byee

2005-03-22T12:43:00.000+08:00

wondering--

often i wonder, wad ur motive is
are you doing all these out of innocence or are you jus playing with me.
i'm scared if history would repeat itself. it might.
i know i'm sometimes rather distant,
it's cos i'm thinking, i need those answers,
those answers that i might never get.
i wanna know where u're getting at.
i havent got any clue at all.
if only u knew wad i think abt us, abt our relationship.
if u didnt know abt all those other guys, how wud u feel abt me,
wud i still be just the nice and caring girl you said i was?
sometimes i'm confused whether i want this to just stay the same.
i wonder...

2005-03-21T20:11:00.000+08:00

got back physics paper today. was quite schocked. hahha lost my bets terribly. hahha but i think i'd rather lose the bets than win them. haha cos if i won, means that i failed the paper. anw, PE today was so fun!! haha we only ran 1 round and played captain's ball. haha thats like the first time we are actually allowed to do that. haha.. whole class was so happy. haha. played captain's ball like mad ppl. and all the girls below 1.5m!! hahaha. we were in the same grp. haha.. anw..nth much really happened today. haha thats all. (:

-- shouldn't be missing you the way i do now --

2005-03-20T16:57:00.000+08:00

today was quite weird. in the morning i saw this car accident.. it was erm....terrible.. the car was like perpendicular to the ground.. that's cos it was in the roadside drain.. and the guy injured was so bloody.. eww.. his face was covered in blood.. urghh.. nvm shall forget abt it.. then later saw this person who couldn't walk or sth. not really sure. he was like in the middle of the road being "dragged" by this woman. no clue wad was happening.. haha.. that was today morning.. then after that watched white chicks.. haha again.. i like the movie. so COOL.. so funny.. haha. and i completed one third of the bk "small gods"!! hahah *applauding mself* anw, thats all.. haha byeee..

-- fell too far this time -- i'm too lost in you ---- i wish i cud erase all the memories i had with you --

2005-03-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

---

2005-03-17T19:59:00.000+08:00

went to sch with xinwei today. at the bus interchange there were this ITE yishun guys who had nth better to do. SERIOUSLY. haha they jus sat there and stupidly commented on me and xinwei which i will not say here. haha.. really stupid.

anw, went to sch for some maths revision thing on inequalities. haha it was so stupid. mr cheng lost his voice. luckily there were only 8 ppl so he didnt have to talk a lot. haha. so lame jus now..

then after the maths thing me and xinwei went to orchard. the whole of orchard. haha.. keep walking non-stop for 4 hours or so!! haha.. now legs all pain alr.. haha.. literally lame. then in orchard we went to shops like guess and armani xchange. haha oh and also maritius mandarin. so lame. feel really out of place at mandarin hotel. haha..

during the whole thing i pro-ly tortured xinwei with that stupid 'n' person. hahaha.. so fun. but it was really stupid. like everywhere i go, rmb him. we saw this ELMO thing in taka. haha.. with the cookie monster. haha. when i heard the elmo song, we were talking abt him. quite coincidental. haha.. went to look at nike and adidas shoes. hahah i like this red nike shoes but cannot wear to sch. so sad.. haha.. so patriotic. they shld allow red shoes!! haha..

anw, now waiting for eunice they all to come online. haha to do some chem project.. (my fav. subject. *winks*) hahaha.. Ni.. nickel.. (: hahaha.. nicest element ever. hahaha apart from silver.. talking abt chem...i really have to buck up my chem!! oh no... haha..new term starting alr...

2005-03-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

haha i jus changed my blogskin. took so long to do something so simple. arghh i'm useless. hahaha. so blur.. lame. quite satisfied with this skin, for now. i'll change some things here and there later. now lazy alr. spent so much time on this thing. hahaha i know i'm lame. nvm. at least i managed to do it. hahaha shadowcat is my favourite xmen character . haha apart from gambit and his cool cards.. (: oh and anw, i dunno how to change that end part. the one where its abt the "tell me you love me" crap. i cant find it in the html thing. hahaha.. i seriously need some training in this thing. so lousy.

anw..the hols are here. dunno wad i'm doing at home. i think i'm gonna lose track of the days. haha keep thinking it's still saturday. blahh.. still got to do some project work and according to xinwei the electrochem PBL is individual. hmm i tot its not. nvm. haha ask eunice.. thats all. haha byee

2005-03-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

whoa.. i abandoned my blog. haha a while only wad, right? haha. anw, quite a lot of interesting things happened. dun ask abt tests.. highest grade?? b+. lousy.. really shld start working harder. yr 2 alr la!! i think i'll work hard haha.. with help from joyce and eunice!! (: wheee... ystd was a nice bus ride.. cool ppl in the bus. except for one person. i tot he wud take 852.. then he take 156.. like for wad?? gg RI ah? haha.. nvm la.. dunno wad to write. like so many things happened then lazy to organise everything. oh yea.. hols are coming soon.. abt 2 days.. so borin. shld recharge. i wanna go out!! but then.....i'm lazy to leave my house unles i'm alr out. hahahahha.. i cant believe i'm so lazy. lalala.. ok...dunno wad to type alr.. blahh.. byeee

hhaha

2005-03-06T13:09:00.000+08:00

here's xw hacking into nadiah's blog

hahahhaa, update lahhhh.. i am so bored that i decide to help u update.

hahahhaa

nxt week get back tests. wanna dieee. hahhaa, imagine the grades that we get =X haha. okay. shall not talk about depressing stuff

took neos with nad 2 days ago! hahahaa. FINALLy. we took 2. it was funnyy. both of us like not posing.. hahahaaa

urghh. i am bored.

hahhaa. byeeee

2005-03-01T12:03:00.000+08:00

why now of all times?? i have to concentrate on my studies.. arghhh but i jus can't.. i tried but every time i study the right things dun go in my head. i'm always thinking of some other things that i obviously shldn't.. i cant seem to absorb any of my malay things (all of them dun make sense.. dun see the reason of studying this).. i'm so disintegrated. wadever u call that. dont bother thinking of the right word.. haha i haven't completed studying anything. and i dun bother to study most of the subjects.. arhhh..

*i'm so distracted by u...only you can make me whole again-

rahhhh.. must continue studying but obviously i wun.. haiz.. dunno why i feel so pinky today. hahah. ok.. i'm gg crazy.. well...this colour makes me happyyy!! haha.. byeee

2005-02-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

these few days....sucks.. i'm so smart!! the first paper is higher malay and i forgot to photocopy the list for the proverbs thing! arhhhh!! die... like, how now??? oh man.. and i'm also screwed in my trigonometry. i feel that i'm totally stuck in the damn tunnel. haha (me and my tunnel theory). anw, i'm so worried for tests on wk 9. maths test 50% la. how..... sad.. gonna die.. i cant do the damn IH essay oso. like i normally fail.. so... dead....

can't seem to find my concentration- no matter how hard i try--
**breaking inside - help.

2005-02-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

heyyy!!! ok today was fine.. everything normal. there were abnormal things like how fated or rather, coincidental things that happened. and freaky things happened in guitar!! hahahha. i shall not say. i'm still trying to find out how. cannot be they read my blog. like how they know and why wud they be reading my blog, right?? ok shall not think too much abt these things. haha thats it la.. i lazy to blog.. oh ya and if u wanna know more abt the weird thing that happened, xinwei has the full story in her blog (that is if u know her password). okie byeee

What ya doing to me,
you're confusin' me,
Don't play with me, don't play with me.
(taken form alicia keys's karma)

2005-02-15T15:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday was valentines' day.. but i dun really celebrate it. haha. i dun see the reason to specially have a day where ppl will show their love or wadever. i think it's jus so standard. haha anw, thanks to those (few) ppl who gave me gifts :) . i appreciate ur gifts a lot! haha. especially my guitar pres's one!! haha cool.

after sch, i went to find rayshio. hahaha cannot find him in class so i went to tennis court. then on my was there i almost fell down! haha slipped at the stairs. lucky didn't fall.. when i reached the tennis court saw the softballers. haha. they thought i was looking for tinho. like why wud i look for him?? haha. then tinho oso tot i looking for him.. so ego. hahaha. it was quite embarrassing la. haha his coach was there and the softballers were there. like i'm so out of place. haha. then met rayshio redi i went to find his bag. his bag so pro one. i had to like open all the zips to figure out which compartment is which. haha. like so bimbo liddat. then the guy there (dunno who) asked me some stupid thing. haha. feel so RETARDED. ahhaha

then later on had guitar. like so weird. haha only ppl not in syf among the others. but i guess it was still good practice. haha. i playd beside the guitar president and i didnt tune my guitar before that so it was all like off tune! haha. she was like lost cos the sound a little bit funny then got distracted by me. wahahahaha. of cos there were some lame incidents abt rf but shall not mention it. haha.

now my right arm is like lame, as in seriously lame cos it will hurt when i move it too vigorously. must be cos of PE on ystd. blahhhh. feeling so lame right now... haha lame...

happy TOTAL DEFENCE DAY to everyone!!!!

on this date, abt 63 years ago the british surrendered to the japanese. haha.. my history of singapore not bad, eh. haha. ok.. nth to do now. go home early today cos it's tuesday. haha.

wahahahaha. saw rf 2 times today in quite close range.

and i deduced some things today. quite cool. but shall not go on. hahahha. that's all.

2005-02-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

today got half day!! haha. cos of some lame reason mrs cheng came up with. anw, it made sense and we got our half day so who cares. haha. went out to J8 jus now. was so DAMN pissed with myself cos i didn't make my decision clear enough. i wanted to go to J8 long ago but xinwei wanted to go to orchard. but in the end, i obviously made the decision. haha that woman arr.. cannot make decisions one la. haha. lousy. then shld have taken the earlier 156!!! it's like so WASTED.. arghhhh!! can't believe it. i missed the opportunity of taking a bus. haha. some of u might think i'm crazy. haha miss one bus only wad, right?? haha. but u will understand if u get the whole story. anw, after getting presents, we went to watch constantine. haha it rawked!! i admit that i got quite sleepy at the earlier parts. must be got not enough sleep. hahaha.

ok that's it. haha i'm not gonna comment further on constantine!! haha.. byee..

2005-02-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

-today school was NICE-
hahahha.. really really nice.. lovely, enjoyable.. wadever it is la. especially the part during the NJC idol. haha. plain nice. shall not talk further. haha

ok. shall write a proper one. haha.

xinwei saw the HC guy. haha. she commented that he looked cool. haha. and her friend said that he will get his number for xinwei's friend (ME).. so cool right. haha.

in the morning i started to observe wad ppl wore. haha. saw thang wear this white striped long sleeve shirt.. looks damn cute and cool. haha.. anw..forget abt him. haha. a lot of other ppl look cool too.

then cny celebrations was ok. the concert was quite nice. seeing all the talented ppl of NJC. haha. confirm get good results for SYF alr. haha. after the concert, went out of the hall. haha. at the exit, was freaked out by this two ppl who wore masks (not exactly la. those big hard heads. the one u hit with a pole oso cannot break. haha ok lame) anw, while standing outside the hall doing nth, i saw rf walking down. haha. so i went down oso. cos i realised that i wasn't doing anything outside the hall anw. haha so...dragged xinwei with me and we walked behind him (that was before we went in front of him. haha) have to admit he looks quite cool right?? haha. he wore a dark blue long sleeve shirt.

then we went to watch NJ idol. like i said previously it was nice. haha. good view too. =) skip this part.

after everything, xinwei had to drag me to the oasis, taking me away from my lovely view of someone. then we went to orchard and walked for wad seems like damn long. haha jus to find ray shio's v day present and our mortals' presents too. it was so tiring. blahh. met ferleen and gang there too. haha.

at last, we gave up and went to J8. found sth there (at last. haha) and went home. haha. that's all that happened out of home. haha. kind of forgot wad happened at home.

2005-02-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

hmm.. it's been a few days since i blogged. hahha. been busy with homework and laziness.. hahahha.. more like lazy though. cos i havent done my hw!!! arghhhh.. ok.. anw, many things happened.. sch has been very interesting for every morning assembly.. hehe.

let me see...my guitar auditions.. er.. screwed, like totally. ya that's the word. haha 2nd song is fine. the 1st song i screwed like shit!! ok nvm.. i forget abt it alr.

today quite freaky.. everywhere i go i see guitar ppl.. i see KK twice today (one, he was with his GF, i suppose. but who cares. another time was in the library) i saw RF thrice, like quite coincidental.. i gave myself away like totally jus now la!! i was walking along the corrider, looking in the classes as usual when i saw that poser staring at me looking at him cos i saw him in class. then my shoes like "screeched" and i jerked at the door.. he confirm see me la. i was too shocked until i stop liddat.. wa so embarrassing and obvious. damn.. anw, i saw abt 2 or 3 more of my seniors in guitar.. that guy who play the percussion or wadever.. haha. everywhere i walk, i will either see sth that reminds me of guitar or cultural mapping. err..like so fated liddat.. haha.. "cross my path" as i said to xinwei in the bus jus now. haha. anw, i was SO damn kind to wait for u until like 5pm right?? hahha admit it. i'm kind and NICE.. hahhahaha. oh ya. wrote a one half page long letter to rayshio!! haha beat that.. but it was kind of crap. that's wad i write best anw. haha.

asked tina abt sth oso.. haha whether she have the key to the notice board.. too bad she dun have. only secretary have. not even the pres la. i will nvr ask from secretary.. later Amy think i crazyy... but still can ask from guit pres.. haha cos she knows!! eunice.......it's ur fault. haha..

i shall be forgiving, as usual and wun bother abt it. am i forgiving or jus couldn't be bothered?? haha nvm. wad am i doing blogging?? must do hw.....sad... got so much!! blahhhh.. and i have super short memory la nowadays.. must write down every single hw i have.. if not i cant rmb. lame rightt..

xinwei: i can only think of the 2 ppl i like...hehe..*grin*

2005-01-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

dreams

dreams are just dreams
when it's dark inside your head
and all it takes is a little help from you
you know it's true
that dreams are for real
when you see what I see
and you feel it too
we took the longest road
just to make it harder
let's do it all again
it only makes us stronger

dreams
i guess we're just made of dream
nothin' else matters
as long as we believe
i'm lookin' at you
and I see my life
passing before my eyes
and when the journey's over
and all my dreams come true
i'll dream of you

what do you see
when you look inside your heart
a little thought
can walk a thousand miles
and change your life
when dreams lead the way
the impossible is suddenly in sight
every step you take
just brings it all together
you gotta keep the faith
when all seems lost forever

you're the one
that keeps my hope alive
my vision clear
i'll spend my life with you
conquer fear
we'll make it through

2005-01-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

today's roadrun was slack!! haha can't believe i still had energy. maybe it was because i was slacking and running so damn slowly cos i was pacing with xinwei. haha. no offense. anw, had some stupid stomach cramps for some time before and after the roadrun but obviously it's not cos of the run. anw, found out that RF is from RI!! haha knew it. and he's from aerius!! my house!! wooohooooo... (jus supporting aerius. not cos of any guy). anw, the aerius guys suck la. like so damn lousy.. always counting on the girls to win the race.. tsk tsk. hopeless guys. but not all. majority la. soo we didn't win, obviously. how to win?? it's almost impossible. haha. (cos nth is impossible. so use the word almost. hahaa) oh ya. and that guitar guy (aka retard, but i feel bad calling him that), or KK or wadever is from ignis.. haha. he actually looked quite good with his mouth closed. didn't look so retarded. haha.dun bother abt him though. haha. den during the prize presentation, was irritated by clemence who wanted to find out who i like. haha. keep on guessing clemence!! u wun get it. haha.. blahh. ate at breeks with xinwei and eunice later for lunch. guitar members unite!! haha. so nice. i ate quite decently i guess. haha. i think only la. not quite sure.

then went back to anderson... was quite tired so all i wanted to do was sleep. and their classrooms got aircon! cos it's container classrooms. so cosy. wanted to slp. go back to anderson to sleep.. so stupid. that intimidating sch. haha. then later met up with julz.. she was talking a lot of crap but who cares. haha.. so funny.. the maths name thingy.. haha.. wells, shldn't elaborate later somebody will think it's abt him.. hahaha. ok.. shall stop here.. must finish my malay compo which is due 12mn today!! haha.. byee

rayshio: u saw who's rf alr.. why u say he ugly.. bleahh.. like u so cute liddat.. haha.. no offense. haha.. but i think rf is cuter than u.. haha. eventhough ur skin tone is nicer

corrections

2005-01-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

HEYY.stingrayhere again =) haha, bloggin for her to make some CORRECTIONS
[shall mark her corrections in RED. hahahha]

1. pls lah! i dun have any interest in that guy.. ask his no for fun onli loh.. anw.. i can sort of remember lah.. but who cares =) ahahahaah. i am always innocent.. haha, u r on the borderline. wheeee

2. heyy.. u nv talk about the fact that u made me get off the bus.. so bias onee. everytime talk about guys. .aahaha. CG! anw.. thats so typical of you that i had nothing to say loh [i didn't make you get off the bus ok... i jus said a few things. who ask u to get off the bus. anw, it turned out quite ok wad. and..i didn't talk about u cos..er..hehe..]

anw. here's wad happen. nadiah wanted to see that poser guy again.. [i DIDN'T say i wanted to see him again. haha. did i? i dunno. but anw, u can't say that online!! hello woman, this is a public blog.. haha *scared* my secret that is always revealed.. ahaha by me.] n she wanted to take 852 with me in the morning. haaha, cos last wk he took the same bus as me.. hahaah. then she was late lah! so pooke one, so i jus took the bus loh.. in the end nv see that poser [if u didn't take same bus as me, u wun see him.. haha i'm SO psychic. hah]

hahhaa, then nadiah took the next bus n she wanted me to get off somewhere n take the next bus with her loh! then i stupidly get off lah! [ya i know. u wad. haha] hmphhhh.. then the guy looked at me getting on at somewhere stupid. hahhhaa, lameeeeeee.. i shall not listen to nadiah next time [if i'm not wrong you said that to me once before cos i made you come back to sch all the way.. haha.. too bad la. i'm too influential.. hahahha]

2005-01-27T16:18:00.000+08:00

ok. here's my own version of wad happened yesterday. hahaha. ok.. firstly, about that "poser". haha ok, i'm not mean. jus that ppl who read my blog wud know him by that "name". haha. so anw, i was supposed to do this dare to him asking him for his hp number. (xinwei) when i accepted the dare, i didn't mean to cheat. but coincidently, i met him in the library, so i told him that i might jus ask for his number later on during guitar practice. so yup, that was wad happened before. so then later i saw him during guitar and asked him for his number. haha. but not in front of the ppl xinwei wanted me to do at first. anw, she agreed to let me ask when he was jus behind me. so not my fault. hahah. so..i called him and he came down and gave his phone number. he was very intimidating! haha. he stood so close to me. but who cares.. haha. *winks*. btw xinwei wants his number too!! *ahem ahem* haha. ok maybe she wants it for fun. but helloo?? want his number for fun for wad, right? he dun even have ur number, xinwei. oh and anw, i told ruifeng that it wasn't a dare jus to make xinwei happy cos i felt guilty cheating.. haiz. haha. that poser guy has a nice name. haha. anw eunice, too bad u didn't see the dare. haha.

and i thought that the day was interesting enough until i saw this guy like staring at me like every single time in 852 during my journey home. xinwei and our senior, xiujing didn't see cos apparently their backs were facing him and anw, he was only looking at me. haha, sounds a little thick skin but it's true la. haha. so, when we all got down the bus, he confronted me and asked for my number. like wad the hell la! so funny that guy. haha. then i dragged xiujing with me to take 800 cos i was freaked out so i asked her accompany me. haha. lucky both of us went to buy a drink. cos coincidently that funny guy takes same bus as me oso!! well, it's not like this is the first time it happened. so..didn't really affect me so much. haha.
i still feel that this is so funny. cos i asked for someone's number then later got someone ask my number. hah. like so weird.. on the same day some more. haha.

today morning took 852 and guess wad! i saw ruifeng!! like so damn fated right? dunno why he take that bus. haha. normally he wud take the earlier one. haha. anw, trust him to be so shy. he dun even wan to look at me. he only occasionally glanced. then keep avoiding me and giving stupid reasons. haha.. crazzy.

anw, today sch so slack. but got malay compo to do by 12mn tmr! haha. i really really have to practice my guitar! have to get thru the auditions for SYF. haha. so i'll have more guitar practices. isn't that jus so cool?? haha. ok..nvm. forget it. i'm jus talking crapp. haha. tmr got road run. oh no. well, i think i'll jus change the name to "road walk". haha nicer right? maybe can walk then see see the nice landed houses that are there. haha.. oh wells, i'll see my mood later for tmr. for now, i'd rather it rain tmr. haha.

harharhar

2005-01-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

HAAHA! stingray here bloggin.. hmm. wad should i blog about huh? ok.. today nadiah completed her dare.. asked the poser [hacked by ME. anw, u guys ah so bad(referring to eunice and xinwei!!).. call him poser. ok la, maybe he quite poser but still, so bad.. tsk tsk] for his no! haaha, quite funny lah.. but so sad she dint really ask in front of his friends... wadever lah.. carn think of any more dare for her, so forget about the second dare she owe me. =) see, i am sooo kind!

took 852 with our senior.. she mad about guys already.. ahahaha, i was soo speechless =) ahahaha

haaaha, then this weird guy ask nadiah for her no loh! hahaa, total stranger! can u imagine that?! ooh.. nadiah soo charming huh! haahhaaha, funny. then sms her straight away loh.. hahaahahaahah

anww. tok about myself. harhar! tmr gg science centre.. so xian loh! rahh. thought can end early tmr one loh.. stupidd.

byeeee

2005-01-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

recently, well, yesterday and today, the journey has been SO fun and enjoyable!! haha.. and i guess tmr will be too. haha. if it's like this everyday, it would be so cool. well, if everyday was like this, then maybe things wud have changed. not sure in a better way or in a worse way. i dunno whether i shld listen to my junior. i think for now i shldn't cos his actions sounds quite rash liddat. better not. later become worse then i confirm die. anw, today lessons were sort of...little. haha only 1h 15min of lessons excluding break la. haha. i actually spent a longer time to go back and forth from sch than in sch!! haha. so lame. tmr will be a long day.... oh man. lesson until 1510.. then guitar starts at 1530. dun even have a proper lunch break on that day. i'm gonna starve again, as usual. haha. diet. like real.. i lazy to eat. sch food so yucky anw.. haha. ok.. from now on i'll practice my guitar (whenever i'm free) to polish my skills (which aren't there in the first place). hahahha. ok.. shld go do my work now, i guess.. byee

-regrets-

2005-01-22T20:01:00.000+08:00

i'm so regretting not gg to orchard today!! my fren got to see baihakki two days in a row! haha. he's so damn lucky! so fated man. irritaing. anw, wad kind of a stupid fan am i? oh man!!! i really can't believe i'm not there! like wad the hell am i doing at home when my fav. baihakki is there?! oh no.. i really really really regret not gg to ngee ann city. my fren got his autograph for me anw, but that's not the point! wads the point of having his autograph but i didn't actually meet him?! i wanna get the autograph myself! i'm so jealous of all the ppl there! but then again, it's my own fault for not making an effort to come down. stupid me. i'm so dumb. but i sort of have my family against me if i wanna go there jus to see baihakki. so sad. dun ask me why i'm not there. i dunno.. seriously.

[anw, the guy i'm talking abt is faiz.. he saw baihakki twice in a row!! that faiz ah.... so lucky sia. haha]

2005-01-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

heyy.. ooh...today i jus made a new wallpaper for my computer desktop. haha. baihakki khaizan wallpaper.. haha. so proud of myself. i made like two wallpapers la. but it's a bit the same. as in the other one edited from the first one. can use for blogskin design oso but i dun really know how to put it. i'm so lousy at these html things. jus not interested sometimes, i guess. oh wells, anw, now got homework to do but i dun wanna do la. since when do u ever see me doing my hw diligently? haha like almost never right. haha. anw, today my fren saw baihakki khaizan at a jurong mosque today during the friday prayers. and u know wad?? baihakki was jus standing behind him. that's like so close. too bad he had no pen and paper if not can get autograph. the lovely signature of baihakki khaizan. he's signature is jus so cool. have u seen it? it's so pro and first class. haha. anw, how unfair rite!! crapp.. i wud do anything to switch places with my fren at that moment. haha but not good to dream abt baihakki in the mosque. but actually, it's quite good that gals don't go for friday prayers if not later they see baihakki the whole place will be SO chaotic. haha. my fren said he was like towering over everyone. haha. wad to do.. he's so tall. anw, my father kept telling me that baihakki looks like a kedi and so unmacho.. ("kedi" is gay/fag in malay.. or rather soft soft liddat. haha) how can he say that abt baihakki. anw, everyone has his own views, so i dun really mind if he says like that.. haha. my parents both ask me wats so nice abt baihakki. wells. i dunno. haha don't ask me. he's cute la to me. and decent too. oh ya and talking abt baihakki, he has such a nice name.. i like his name.. Baihakki Khaizan. haha. lovely name ritee? haha. dunno whether wanna go orchard to see the s'pore team tmr. but i think i lazy to go la. i mean if i wan to see baihakki, it's quite easy to find him cos he lives in s'pore and s'pore is like so small.. haha. aanw, that's all.. byee.

2005-01-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

the team!! again.. *the cute one in the middle* haha

2005-01-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

my fav. player!! (enlarged from the other pic)

2005-01-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

the team!

2005-01-18T16:27:00.000+08:00

YAY!! Singapore won!! (a bit late but anw, who cares..) haha.. i went to the stadium! it was so great. the atmosphere, the people...and of cos, THE PLAYERS!! woohoo!! WORDS can't describe the feeling of the KAllang Spirit!! hahahaha.. ok.. i'm still rather in the soccer fever. can't believe it's all ended.. well.. two yrs is long.. wonder when we can actually see the singapore team perform wonderfully again!! hahahha.. AT last they showed that they can make us proud.

but even so, i dun think they can make the 2010 goal.. but jus wish all the best for our singapore team. it's our home team anw.. haha..

can't believe there's actually no pictures of baihakki at all... can't deny that he actually quite sucked in the match.. haha. he let in the goal for indonesia!! i mean like " wad was he doing?? " seriously.. but nvm.. he's forgiven.. haha.. *biased*. i dun wan to insult him.. he's my favourite player anw!! haha he rock!

ok anyway, forget abt it.. hahaha.. today is tuesday.. go home quite early not like mondays.. urghh.. hate mondays.. ok that's all.. haha .. lazy to type alr.

2005-01-16T13:14:00.000+08:00

haha.. gg to watch soccer at stadium today.. whee.. did most of my work.. VERY impressed with my malay compo currently.. but i think it will get worse.. but nvm. at least i did well for the first part.. anw, jus wanna say, go s'pore!! MEOW!! eh sorry.. roar!! hahaha byeee

2005-01-15T14:16:00.000+08:00

hello! hahhaa, here is the great stingray bloggin for the caterpillar!

first, i shall tell you all on nadiah's latest crush!!! *gasp
one fine day, we saw this vry cute (according to her) hcj guy sleeping on the bus n she is vry attracted to him. hahahaa, he looks vry nadiah's type, u know.. the sporty tall n cute face guy. hahaa, ya, tan too.
the vry next day, we saw him sleepin on the bus again. haahaha, vry fated hor? anw, he sleep vry funny one, head keep droppin to one side, so no one can sit beside him.. n after getting off the bus, he automatically goes buy old chang kee. haha, i saw him a few times when i was alone. haha, too bad nadiah was not with me =)

quote from nadiah:"it will be so fun to sit beside him in bus" -.-""

but the sad thing is, we dint see him yesterday.. haahaha, nadiah waited for me after lessons jus becos she thinks if she wait for me, she will get to see that guy again.. oh well. weird logic, but at least got someone accompany me to go home

anw, dunno if that guy is J2 or IP student, cos sec 4 ip also wearing hcj uniform.. hahaah, he gets on at the nj bus stop, but he got such a J2 face.. hahhaa.. really hope to see him again, cos i dared nadiah to do sth * hehehehehe

lalalalallala

stingray blogs for dear caterpillar =)

2005-01-11T16:23:00.000+08:00

i heard from my frens that the tics for the finals of the tiger cup is free for students!! isn't that cool? but not sure yet la.. haha.. singapore like so desperate to fill up the stadium like dat. i wonder if the lions will get pressurised if there were too many fans. all the best to the LIONS.. i know quite early to say this.. hehe but it's the only thing i look forward to (as for now). or maybe i can look forward to doing my lovely maths homework! whee!! that's so cool. haha

~could it be any harder~
i'm confused and disappointed .. confused by my own mistakes. disappointed by someone.. but wad's past can never be the present or the future anymore. so might as well forget it and look ahead..

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heart of mine
norah jones

Heart of mine,
Be still
You can play with fire,
But you'll get the bill
Don't let him know
Don't let him know that you love him
Oh, don't be a fool, don't be blind
Heart of mine
Heart of mine,
Go back home
You've got no reason to wander
No reason to roam
Don't let him see
Don't let him see that you need him
Oh, don't push yourself over the line
Heart of mine

Heart of mine,
Go back where you been
The only trouble with you
Is if you let him in
Don't let him hear
Don't let him hear where you're goin'
Oh, I'm tired of ties that bind
Heart of mine

Heart of mine,
So malicious and so full of guile
I give you an inch
And you take a mile
Don't let yourself fall
Don't let yourself stumble
Oh, do the time, don't do the crime
Heart of mine
Heart of mine
Oh, oh, oh..
Heart of mine

2005-01-09T10:51:00.000+08:00

laalalaa...singapore won indonesia 3-1.. wheee.. almost got 3-0 if not for that "amazing" free kick.. hahah. but this is only the first leg. and anw, 2 goal difference is not a lot, considering wad happened to malaysia.. i feel that majority(if not all) of the south-east asia team can't perform well on their own ground.. i think they always do better in the away matches. weird.. anw, nothing to be that happy abt today cos tmr got sch!! and first period is PE.. argh.. so damn lazy to go to sch.. BORING.. and tmr is a long day summore.. to add on to my misery, i have CCA after sch!! talk abt monday blues.. i'm alr feeling it on a sunday. bleah. bored..nth to do.. nth to say.. well..byee...

Anw, Sinagapore's SO gonna hold that tiger cup trophy!!!! haha!

2005-01-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

sometimes i jus dun understand why ppl dun reply their smses.. maybe they have a limited amount of smses free but can't they jus tell the other party that they can't sms anymore for the month?? it's much better than jus ignoring the message right? i find it rude that they jus won't reply especially when it's abt asking a favour or a question. if it's jus some casual normal message that u send to waste time, it's fine with me that you dun reply but if it's a favour i need from you, pls reply.. or at least say something as to why you're not replying. it's not as if it's so hard to reply or to do the favour for me.. it's jus simply asking someone for something! this is such crap.

nvm. shall stop complaining and talking abt these things.. it's quite obvious i'm actually aiming at a particular person. i jus dun understand... haiz.. argh..forget it. patience is virtue anw.. =)

2005-01-07T19:41:00.000+08:00

~insensitive~

how do you cool your lips
after a summer's kiss
how do you rid the sweat
after the body bliss
how do you turn your eyes
from the romantic glare
how do you block the sound
of a voice you'd know anywhere

oh, I really should have known
by the time you drove me home
by the vagueness in your eyes
casual good-byes
by the chill in your embrace
the expression on your face
that told me
you might have some advice to give
on how to be
insensitive

how do you numb your skin
after the warmest touch
how do you slow your blood
after the body rush
how do you free your soul
after you've found a friend
how do you teach your heart
it's a crime to fall in love again

oh, you probably won't remember me
it's probably ancient history
i'm one of the chosen few
who went ahead and fell for you
i'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
i fell too fast, I feel too much
i thought that you might have
some advice to give on how to be
insensitive

2005-01-07T16:49:00.000+08:00

haven't updated for two days.. haha. mainly bcos my father was telling me to study etc etc.. so i didn't on the com to keep him from nagging me to study.. yup. anw, the first week of sch is over, many many more weeks to go.. first week wasn't really bad.. we had to do this "ghost trail" thing in bukit timah with the jc 1s, 2s and the ip1s.. it's to (so called) know your "2nd home" better.. but i bet mrs cheng would want to win some award or watever.. it was quite good for sch bonding too i guess. anw, it was fun cos we were doing on ghost trails and we shared ghost stories that happened in schs.. i jus discovered a few amazing but scary ghost stories in singapore.. never knew it really happened.. scary..freaky.. after that i was so damn tired jus felt like sleeping.. actually i felt like sleeping even before the thing started.. so maybe it was because i was really sleepy or the thing was tiring.. anw, now quite refreshed after bathing.

hmm....tmr is saturday.. singapore vs. indonesia.. i have this feeling indonesia will win since it's their home ground and all..and they wud have a lot of supporters but i'll still have faith in singapore. yeah!!

wow.. how time REALLY flies.. it's only five days since sch started and on monday cca's gonna start. damn.. i didn't even practise playing my guitar.. no wait, i didn't even touch it. it was left on a corner of my room.. hehe. i bet i suck at playing the guitar now. and i might be taking part in SYF.. oh no.. can't play.. help...

2005-01-04T15:21:00.000+08:00

gone thru 2nd day of sch!! wow! wat achievement. i went to sch today prepared to be in a different class when i got sent back to my previous class.. and i think it's mainly cos of a complain that the HOD of IP got. why the need to complain?? there are changes in ur life everytime.. live with it.. i'm still recovering from the feeling that i'm actually BACK in my old class again.. i keep thinking i am in 04ip02. even my time table were all wrong.. quite fully recovered now.. i feel that it's unfair and childish that u wud always want to get ur way..and leave out other ppl's feelings. now, eventhough i'm back in my class, it will nvr feel the same again.. since a few of my frens have left the class. anw, things in sch is still rather slack.. haven't really started lessons jus now.. So....that was sch..

OMG!! Indonesia thrashed malaysia 4-1!! and i thought singapore wud have an interesting match with malaysia.. how wasted. why can't indonesia jus lose.. so singapore will have to play against indonesia.. i dun anticipate any results cos i dunno the indonesia standard. but i guess they're quite good.. singapore will have to work hard!! yeah!! i know we can do it! haha.. oh well.. we'll jus see when they play this coming saturday.. i think they shld show it live on ch 5.. they can't expect us to go all the way to indon to watch.. haha.. and anw, it's the finals!! and there are no new yr movies.. i still feel that it wud be a nicer and more emotional game if we were to play against malaysia.. hehe.. that wud be SO cool..

okie.. this is all.. i'm off to play now!! Byee..

2005-01-03T15:13:00.000+08:00

firstly, about ystd's soccer match, i lazy to comment so much. everyone was so violent summore. haha. anw, singapore wasn't playing so well. missed a few potential goals but it was still quite a nice match cos the camera-man made quite a lot of close-ups on baihakki khaizan. either that or he's jus always arnd the camera. ok, i know i'm biased but jus can't help it. but he didn't play that well for the 2nd leg, dunno why.. it seems that he's always slow to get the ball and quite clumsy too. other than him, the mid fielders were doing well. Anw, today was first day of sch for 2005!! wasn't that exciting.. jus got to see my juniors in 04ip04, who wil not really be my juniors cos i'm changing class to 04ip02. That's so crap.. but anw, i can't do much and there's no point trying to plead to stay in my previous class. i dun even bother so much. so now, i'm changing my house to "terra".. how sad can that get?? nvm abt sch.. watching the soccer delayed telecast i taped ystd now. the soccer field is so muddy.. i realised watching a match taped is not that bad.. u can rewind the tape if u missed.. haha. anw, i'm really wondering how i will mix with the gals in 04ip02. i dun really know them but i guess it will be quite okay.. how bad can it get right?? anw, i will jus watch the soccer match properly in case i miss some baihakki close ups.. hahha.. byee!!

COFFEESHOP!! save me..

2005-01-02T14:58:00.000+08:00

on second thought, i think i'll go to the coffeeshop.. provided my family allows and someone goes with me.. bleah.. can't miss the match.. the coffeeshop isn't that far anw.. haha i'm jus lazy..

hopes

2005-01-02T09:57:00.000+08:00

~i need a hero~
i need someone here with me.. haiz..feeling low today since ystd. i dun see wads so great abt the new yr anw. there's sch tmr, i can't watch the match tonight in any form cos either i have no SCV or i have sch tmr so i can't stay up late.. like WTH.. i guess i can't fulfill my wish to watch them live.. oh well, i jus hope someone can make me feel better.
~someone save me from this misery!~
there's no one i can talk to now.. well, except for my sister.. that's a different thing altogether. i dun even feel like watching ocean's eleven today.. but might as well watch since they're alr showing it on tv rite?? hmm.. i dunno. i guess i dun really wanna watch cos i alr have the dvd at home..
~believing~
well then, since i can't watch the match then i REALLY REALLY hope they will win this match. if they dun then at least the overall score.. i'm praying that they will WIN!! GO S'PORE!! you can do it!!! dun complain that the grass is too muddy or wet.. i mean wad the hell.. it's ur HOME ground.. hello?!?!

-and really really hope that baihakki wun get himself injured.. and make his injury worse-
it will be a great loss to Singapore. ALL THE BEST!! =)

at last!!

2005-01-01T11:51:00.000+08:00

Yay!! my 2nd entry.. ok nvm.. lame i know. At last i finished my maths homework!! YAY.. i took like 2 months to complete 30 qns.. cool.. hehe. sch's gonna start and i hate it. 2 months jus FLEW away..that fast..and now it's back to sch. UH. i'm still thinking of ways how to get to watch the s'pore match live. there are a few ways but i dun feel like doing them..for example, gg to the stadium. or go to coffeeshop and watch. hmm..too bad i have no SCV. i'll jus have to live with it!! bleah.. how??!?! help me.. i wanna watch it.. ok i'll jus stop complaining and leave it to mediacorp.. wad can i do anw.. :( well, HAPPY NEW YR to everyone!! haha.. gd luck in everything u do and may all ur wishes come true..etc...

julz: hmm happy new yr to u too!!
havoc(izzah): he's jus SO cute riteE?? HE RAWKS!! yeah!!

s'pore vs myanmar 2nd leg

2004-12-31T19:22:00.000+08:00

hmm.. this is my first entry in my own blog.. the rest are done by my SISter.. yep.. OMG i jus like my blogskin. it's bcos there's baihakki khaizan's photo there!! like DUH.. of cos i like it.. it's personalised ( by my sister..again =) ).. haha.. anw.. i was just pondering on the new yr movie marathon.. on sunday, 2nd jan, they will be showing ocean's eleven i think.. i jus wish they cud change the schedule.. i mean there's sch the next day and i can't afford to go to jln besar stadium.. and i have no scv.. oh man, how am i supposed to watch it LIVE!!! i really think they shld show it live. and they dare say that they are supportig the lions.. omg come on man..who ur trying to kid?? u put priority to the NEW YR!! i mean not many ppl have SCV.. and ppl will miss the match.. how do they expect supporters in that case?!?! hmm.. jus sad cos i can't watch it live and see baihakki playing. he plays so well.. =) hehee.. ok ok i'll stop being such a bimbo.. well i'm not, in the first place.. =)

-with margins this tight, anything can happen-
haha GO s'pore!! WhEEee!!!!!

my hero!!

2004-12-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

my hero...
isn't he a cutie?? hee hee

a note from the producer

2004-12-31T17:07:00.000+08:00

congrats sister! the birth of ur new blog! hahahahha